Monday, March 17, 2014

How ironic...




Today, exactly a year ago, I received the same kind of treatment from this same kind of species, called Men. The only difference now is that I realized, this time around, I will not allow anybody taking advantage of me.

"Why do we fall, sir? So we could learn to pick ourselves up." - Thank you for always reminding me this famous quote by Alfred.

Enough is just enough.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Pinky promises, are you still in?

Dear sayang,

What happen to us? I feel like we have lost touch of each other completely. I feel so lost and clueless. I'm sorry if there's anything that slipped my tongue which hurts you. I'm sorry if I did something that hurts you. But I seriously need clarification for this act of yours towards me. Things have become worse right now. I can't cope with them myself. We don't talk to each other like this. We don't lie and we don't hide from each other. That's always been our stand. To trust and to be trusted. There's something in my heart that is not calm. There's something that has been eating my happiness away. Something stealing my focus and drive to wake up everyday. I feel so lifeless. I have been struggling to earn your love. I didn't realize that I can't force it from you. Please understand that I never want this to happen. I hope and pray that one day we could love each other better.


How do you look at the person you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away?